Blog where I talk about what's floating around in my head.
01/11/25 
I figure I should do something with my time rather than talk about beer on the internet. I've been looking at making a little visual novel demo thing. :p
01/06/25
Worst depression in years. I'm not going to blow my brains out or anything but I don't feel good. I need to start writing again. Award winning playwright turned N.E.E.T.
01/01/25
New year, same old me. Man, this year is not off to a good start. My mother tried to break down my bathroom while I was naked and showering because she somehow became convinced I was self harming. I have no idea why, but if this is going to become a regular issue it doesn't make me want to stick around here for much longer. I love her, but she is not well and I don't think she actually cares for the idea of me being a tranny. I mean, I don't either but I'd rather she just tell me she hates her fuckup son. Had a long cry and she made me admit to her I was molested as a child. I don't know why she suddenly gives a shit now. I am not far from just living in the desert again and not talking to anyone. She says she worries about me drinking, but I don't really see the issue with me having a few beers and watching movies with my little brother. Get me out of this godforsaken hellhole.
2024
08/30/24
Quitting my job. I'm back and things are happening. I love my boyfriend Ɛ>!!!
03/26/24
Alright playa, I've got a 909 now. Pretty cool, but programming it kinda sucks. Oh well. Still sounds good, but in more important news, I've found a laser place. It's a decent price and has good reviews. I was considering two other places, but one was like $375 per session and the other was around $100, but people were saying they got burned pretty bad. This new place has good reviews and is pretty cheap. I'm going to wait until I get paid to put some extra cash in my laser fund, but after that I should be good. I'm doing pretty damn good right now, but I still hate my face. FFS save me.
03/17/24
Errrrrrmmmm. Okay. I've got 400mg of caffeine in my blood right now and several Werther's Originals in my stomach. I think I'm gonna vomit and my head hurts like a motherfucker, but we ball. Anyway, I'm gonna get that Behringer 909 and that Devil Fish 303 thing they do. Gonna spend me money on it. Also I think that Epic Pharma brand estradiol isn't working very well. I seem to remember reading something that Epic Pharma (insane name) meds kinda suck, but I very well could have made that up in my head. We'll see next time I get my levels. I think I have enough money for laser so I should be doing that soon. Can't wait to start making music again, even if it's just for me.
03/11/24
Alright, big dawg. New website, new me. New projects, all that jazz. This time it's gonna be for real and not just be me posting garbage in someone else's Discord server or creating a whole new persona for goofs. Gonna try to start making music again and make some new friends. I mean real friends. People who I can talk to. Ideally, in the real world, but it seems almost all friends are online now. That's fine, but it's not really for me. That's not to say I don't like online friends either, but I want that real world connection.